>>61097890>I know this is low quality bait, but I'll bite anyways.no man this is nothing but a bait, probably is just my poor english
point is, i tried to date someone and get out of my confort zone
however the moment i try to approach someone i can't stop thinking about how badly would things end if i ever accomplish something
somehow my mindset has turned into "no risk no lose" i do not wish o accomplish anything because of the risk of somehow losing and having to clean up the aftermath
i always expect the worst of the people even with my closest friend i slowly stoped talking to them so i don't fuck up any sort of relationship
fuck i even started having sex with prostites in past few month (while listening to vtuber karaokes)
and that somehow filled a void but a couple of weeks but not anymore i live in constant fear of how long until everything i love gets taken away from me
i loved kiryu coco until the chonks take it away from me
i loved fauna until she spoke shit about the parasocials
fuck i even started watching a cute 100 views from a small corpo who got graduated when i started enjoying her
>>61097906 thanks anon
