>>90634125Honestly, this timeline makes the most sense but I still don't believe she ever wanted to go into Hololive seriously.
Her self confidence is still really low and it was nonexistent at the end of Nijisanji. Her and Kiara did a dancing video and she proceeded to tell everyone in a couple paragraphs how ugly she is
She never saw herself as an idol and is terrified to meet her heroes anymore because it ruined Nijisanji for her permanently.