>>1852796You're in what we call a "Gosling" state.
Listening to her. Watching her. Getting to know her, the front she puts forward, and the little glimpses into the real person behind the avatar you get to see, with all the annoying flaws, and all the redeeming qualities that come with both, has made you grow attached to her. Not like you would an idol you'd admire and worship or a sex object you'd long to fuck, but as a real flawed human girl you could imagine yourself actually being in conversation with, actually being friends with
and worst of all actually being in a tender, love filled relationship with. 