>>33214708I took a break from Mysta for a while, during that infamous period around March when his content stagnated and he only ever hung around the same two women. I tried to watch other livers for a while, but I'd always end up comparing them to him and bemoaning what I'd felt I'd lost. I came back to him anyway, and now I love him more than ever. I can't imagine taking a break from him now.
Which is a long roundabout way of saying you're right, and love is a powerful emotional you can't easily break free from.