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When I was younger I use to be friends with this woman. She was pretty and a year older than me. She had a drinking problem and would drink all day from the time she woke up even on days where she worked. She was a chill drunk so i didn't mind and i liked her. Wed both stay up late and just commiserate. Feeling so lonely. Wed play old games or watch animals or anime or sing songs. Some nights things got weird and shed offer casual sex. But I knew she didn't really want to fuck me so I said no. It felt wrong to be honest. And I was looking for love st the time. But she was one of my best friends I ever had so I appreciated her. I've never kissed a girl or anything but I'm not uncomfortable around them. It was a really nice way to spend 5 years. Eventually she ended up moving and we went our separate ways. I haven't talked to her in years. I hope she's OK. I still feel alone. I'm a 32 year old kissless incel virgin. I hope I can meet the right girl for me one day. But its getting hard. I've tried being a vtuber to have friends again but I just don't fit in here. I'm not a internet person. Things are hard. But I appreciate the people here that I have met. I just want everything to be okay for everyone I've met. For me. I just want to be happy I've tried a lot of things. I currently have 4 simultaneous therapists. I've been on and off all sorts of meds. I've had psychedelics. I've been administered medical keta- holy shit
