>>43469120>>43469179i hope you guys don't mind me talking about myself but i just don't really have many places to talk about this comfortably. i can stop if i'm ruining our comfy rabba vibes here.
i'm just in a weird place where i find people annoying and tiring, yet, i get really envious of people with friends and i do get really lonely - but i struggle to maintain friendships long term because when i'm not forced to spend time with people (work/school/hobbies) i just find people too exhausting to speak to or be around. i only speak to a single person from high school (nearly a decade ago) and nobody from before high school. besides work colleagues i don't really have any irl friends besides work colleagues but colleagues change all the time.
i just wish i could live with people or someone who can empathise with these feelings and we can have matching expectations that often being social is too tiring and i might just wanna hug and say nothing
