>>50370359It saddens me greatly that my oshi isn't more popular. He takes his job seriously, puts a lot of effort, and always make sure to appreciate the fans, yet has relatively little to show for it. I look at other chuubas with 3 or 4 times bigger viewerships and want to seethe at their "undeserved" success and wonder why my oshi isn't afforded the same fortune. It makes me bitter and I feel like one of those parents that hinge their child's worth on how monetarily successful they are.
