>>21480889There's not a girl out there for me. I am deformed and disfigured. My proportions are that of an early 2010's horror movie monster. My skin is blemished, rashed, and an uncanny mixed-raced color. I have a lower BMI than an Auschwitz-Birkenau survivor. My face is comically disproportioned. Years of abuse, bullying, and isolation have made me unable to interact with anyone, even those who were once my friends have distanced themselves from me.
I appreciate your optimism, anon, and I would like to believe it's not over for me, but the truth is: it never even began.