alright since thread god slower I feel more confortable telling you guys
here's my confession
https://files.catbox.moe/diqztx.mp3the reason I've been off recently is because the guilt weighted on my mind. The "schizos" of last times actually told the truth (mostly), I thought I could pay but had to pay a vet for my bunny and I had nothing left... that's why I tried to open donations earlier but it backfired
now I'm getting some money and they'll be paid soon, everything will be ok again
i'm so sorry, I hope some of you still stay with me