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…there is an idea of a Rinkou Ashelia, some kind of abstraction, but there is no real Lia, only a Virus, something illusory, and though She can hide her cold gaze and you can shitpost in Her chat and hear Her read your comments and maybe you can even sense your lifestyles are probably comparable: She simply is not there. It is hard for us to make sense on any given level. Lia is fabricated, an aberration. She is a noncontingent Malware. Her personality is sketchy and unformed, Her Idol nature goes deep and is persistent. Her conscience, Her pity, Her hopes disappeared a long time ago (probably at Predebut) if they ever did exist. There are no more barriers to cross. All She has in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mischief She has caused and Her utter indifference toward it, She has now surpassed. She still, though, holds on to one single bleak truth: no stream is safe, nothing is redeemed. Yet She is blameless. Each model of human behavior must be assumed to have some validity. Is yabai something you are? Or is it something you do? Her pain is constant and sharp and She does not hope for a better world for anyone. In fact, She wants her pain to be inflicted on others. She wants no one to escape. But even after admitting this—and She has countless times, in just about every act She's committed—and coming face-to-face with these truths, there is no catharsis. She gains no deeper knowledge about Herself, no new understanding can be extracted from Her telling. There has been no reason for Her to tell us any of this. This performance has meant nothing.
