>>8736265Instead of waiting for the perfect week or whatever that might never actually come, I have a better suggestion.
Take a full break for 2 or 3 weeks. No xwitter, no /baubau/, no stweams, nothing. Log out of all accounts and resist the urge to come here or anywhere vaguely associated with FWMC. That will open your eyes a bit, I promise.
As cringe as it sounds, its typical relationship stuff. You're aith someone, you think theyre perfect and no ones better, then time/distance opens your eyes and makes you realize whether or not those words were actually true.
Maybe after taking a break, you'll come back as a more "casual" fan who only watches what he wants to watch? Maybe you'll come back and will have a change of heart and enjoy the collabspam? Or maybe you'll find out that you enjoy life way more without them, as sad as that might sound to you now.
Ganbatte.