>>21610305Well do a PSA stream and trust what you built up in the past to carry over. People will welcome you back and check in on you and ask where you've been and stuff but you have to be mindful not to become hooked to that.
I'm all fucked up and haven't streamed properly in a month. To be quite honest, I'm holding myself back from succeeding because I hate myself for having problems and am genuinely not able to handle money whatsoever. 5$ I go and spend on drugs to the point where I'm in McDonald's parking lots at 4 am in the rain scavenging for clips and instead I find dead animals and spent needles. I'm still pretty conflicted on keeping up appearances but to be honest, I don't think it would be good for me or my content to be secretive. But that's because of the level of parasocial I go.
I'm thinking about a public fundraiser announcement and then going streaming full-time. I've survived for three years without income whatsoever, not even public assistance or food stamps I used to have. My life is a mess and so am I. The simple fact is regardless of why I simply cannot function or take care of myself.
idk where I was going with that but you're not alone, anon.
Sounds like you need a good dicking.
