>>84654117There is no "slipping up" when no one is holding a gun to your head asking you to swig poison, you're just weak in the soul. If you truly have so little control over your own brain you should submit yourself to slavery and live in a prison colony. I hope when you sober up you wake up and face yourself properly, look in the mirror and really ask if the person who's looking back is actually you. It is, but I want you to confront that on your own.