>>88706709The answers you got are valid already
It's a bit of a teatrino really.
Get something and start going
most of the time you'll have to believe in yourself and sell yourself
And I get that's not something you want to do, or don't feel like you can do, but the way that works for most people is act the part and pretend, while you pretend you'll learn how to actually appreciate your own deets, the little things that make you, you.
The start is gonna be a commedia, but so what? You can make it, get your mask, get your coat and start doing something you want to do.
It's all about being able to convince people that you are worth their time a bit because people wil have to make a choice, be on your chat or be in their oshi chat? do groceries or watch the silly vtuber?
If you want to be an option you have to sell them the idea that you are a valid option.
It's like a job interview.
I believe in you anon, if you need some help let me know. I may not be here often, but you can find me o7