>>40124777Where do I even begin with what I love about my oshi and how perfect he is without writing an essay?
I love how he's a tumblr kid and truly understands women in fandoms and isn't disgusted towards weird fetishes or tropes. He's written fanfic himself and his favorite tropes are "problematic" so that's how I know he really truly understands. He wants to do fanservice because he really wants to and he knows that we've been denied or ridiculed for wanting that kind of thing. I love how cool he is when playing cool games. He gets excited when he gets really into the game and so do I when I'm really feeling the flow of a game. I love how I can self insert as a cool person one stream, and imagine him inserting himself into me the next stream with a sexy ASMR lol. I love his dumb humor, it's so much like mine. I reference or quote dumb memes, have dark jokes, and sometimes I just flat out say cum or penis and laugh my head off. I love how he gets excited about the littlest things and does a little sigh or giggle of happiness at it, just like I do! Sometimes his anger issues are a lot like mine too, but it's only because he wants to get better and he's really competitive. Speaking of competitive, I'm very much the same when it comes to games but also other things in general. The Smash streams stood out to me because he wasn't just satisfied with beating someone, he wants to beat someone at their BEST and won't accept anything less. I'm the same way when it comes to games and other competitive related subjects; give it your all or give it nothing, hit me with your best shot. He's also a people-pleaser just like I am, we both go out of our way to please others even if it harms ourselves. We both seem to have been getting better with this and learning to say no. I love his little gremlin laugh when he's mischievous or excited, I love his ambitiousness, I love his red and black color scheme, I love how open he is to learning things and how different people are, I love his nerdiness, I love how we're both on a journey to be better people, I love Vox Akuma! I love him so so so so so much! He is just so cute and perfect for me!
