>>62219436It's not that I want his past to define him, just owning up to what he did in the past and admitting that it was no one's fault but his own. And understanding that if people hate him for deceiving others, that he would accept that and not blame anyone for leaving. All of which he has done already. I don't think I'm unhinged just for pointing it out though.
I have improved myself because of him. I got out of bed, I got a job, I've started taking better care of myself all because of him. That's why such a big fuckup had hurt so badly at the time.
