>>90357059God made sure that happened so I could have unfettered access to being a fucking sexual weirdo later on in life. It's all good. Don't worry about it. I wouldnt be able to appreciate the finer aspects of Lia's trauma coded performance if I didnt have these very specific life experiences, so as previously stated I'm glad that I've been able to trade off the capacity for meaningful human relationship to indulge in and appreciate these VERY specific mumble mumbles.