>>58702856You're not worthless, or forgotten or unwated. I think you're just someone who prefers to have their own space and time for herself, and that naturally steers away from people.
Putting yourself out there and meeting like-minded people can be difficult and frustrating, but I think what you need is to explore your surroundings, find things out there that you can enjoy and talk to people about.
Andddd that's all I got though. Your room being a mess tells me a lot about how you feel. If my words can't get to you any further, just never forget it's up to you to turn things around, as long as you don't give up and become comfortable with your sadness, let it go away and... do your best.
