>>41445739I get it... I constantly fear my sheer presence ruins things for people.
>>41445763I agree, but the issue here is that I have done nothing at all in this situation and that I am still yet again being accused or having some hand in it. What ruins it for me is what i just mentioned: The fact that I am immediately accused of things I have not done. The fact that me merely being friendly with a newfriend makes it suspicious for them. The fact that my name alone has become a meme in a way about how overused "blame yellow woman" is. The fact that anyone that I am friendly with immediately is suspect for any evil in this thread.
What am I supposed to do? It's all worthless at this point because every single detail is now under a microscope looking for evidence to convict someone of a crime, mostly me? It's a lose-lose situation for me all the time, and I have felt this way really since the beginning if I am honest. I am not bringing up past wounds either as much as it is the truth.
