>>86683722I'm not going to do it and don't really want to explain further, but I'll try to do a little.
TLDR I had a lot of bad feedback emotionally from that and then seeing what happened in the thread and what people said. Falling into that and hitting submit is something I deeply regret, I played a part in what was maybe the worst threads ever. I tried staying away from the thread and tried to just get myself together. I knew I fell into something bad and didn't want to do it again. When I came back a lot of frogs fell for the splitschizo and yeah I was angry and threatened it again but I stopped myself. I'm over it and there's no reason to go there.
