>>45569946It doesn't get easier but it becomes more normal. The friend/family weddings, the baby showers, the empty apartments, the constant silence. All of it will wear on you until you're able to adapt to your new baseline "normal".
Don't be an idiot and try something like drugs or alcohol, instead find your temporary happiness in seeing an anime woman smile and laugh. I'll forever be grateful to Lumi for her Xcom streams that got me off the computer chair and exercising again.
>>45569704Hang in there seething femanon, I hope to see your debut stream some day.