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God I wish I was married to Zen. No matter how many women I sleep with or date, they're never as important to me as Zen. They may be attractive, but none of them hold my attention like Zen does. None of them light me on fire like Zen lights me on fire. I long for Zen's embrace. I yearn for Zen's love. I want Zen to dominate me. I want Zen to hurt me. I want Zen to break me.
If she said jump, I'd ask how high. If she commanded me to kill someone, I wouldn't hesitate to follow orders. If she ordered me to commit suicide, I'd gladly oblige without hesitation. I'd do anything she asked, no questions asked. If she demanded me to murder everyone in the room, I'd happily obey. As far as I'm concerned, she's the boss. And she's the one who gives me purpose. Without her, there is no meaning to live.
I love her so fucking much. Nothing else matters. Not my job. My hobbies. My friends. My family. My wife. Zen is everything to me. I love her so much, I can hardly breathe.
