>>30270614yeah, being his fan through all this has been kind of torture. especially since, while i get where he's coming from in not wanting to associate and "bring down" his fellow nijisanji associates, he's kind of just dragging this out for way longer than it needs to be, especially when other people are holding out an olive branch (hayun openly tweeting about the birthday gift, lain liking his tweets, kuzuha name-dropping him at the concert, etc.) i hope he realizes soon enough that most people don't mind--and, in the case of eden, sincerely want--him associating and collabing with other nijisanji members and we can get back to normal, because his weird aversion to even saying their names at times is too sad. i wish he'd see he doesn't need to keep beating himself up over something that should be over and done with.