>>24905153(You) finally move in with Selen, but over the course of a few days or months, you begin to become obsessed with her; analyzing and finding bliss in the most trivial shit possible. It reaches a point where you observe her index finger's skin pores while she's sleeping at night with an almost sexual attraction.
It starts becoming more tiring to do anything that is not related to her. Eventually, you abandon all of your earthly duties and (You) devote your life into observing her.
The house you both live in begins to deteriorate. It is revealed that Selen knows everything you've done, but embraces you. Of course, she is bait to attract people like (You) to feed something greater, that you will never even begin to comprehend.
Music of Erich Zann and Joyce are pretty obvious inspirations, but this kind of story is too edgy and complicated for me to write, but I still like it.