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For the doomposters from last thread:
>It's not that I'm afraid of collab cuz someone said smth bad about me, it's not that I felt that way cuz of anti ppl
>It's inevitable that there're ppl who think that "I don't like Kanata" in my activities out in the open.
>It's hard to be liked by everyone in the world. I tend to think like an anti and I can't admit that I am one. I always have been.
Yesterday, I changed my thoughts. So, I may be saying something different from what I said before, but there are people who like me, and same like it, I like other ppl (e.g. other holomems) too, but I don't often to say "I like you" out loud. In the same way, I think there're many ppl who like kanata, but not many ppl say it out loud. I think it takes a lot of energy to say that you like kanata. There are so many people who like me, but I don't have confidence in myself, and I feel depressed... Then, I feel sorry for everyone who sees my activity, and it makes them feel sad.
>I said yesterday that I wouldn't be doing collab anymore, but now that I'm here at Hololive, I wanna do them. I'd rather try smth even if I fail than do nothing for fear of failure.
>Sometimes I feel down, but I wanna challenge myself.
>Yesterday, I was still a bit unsure of myself, and although I'm back, the lack of confidence was still there. But now I wanna talk to other holomens again and do fun things.
>It's basically a personality issue, but I'm trying to stay positive. No matter how many successes I've had, my personality won't change soon, but I don't wanna waste the feelings of everyone who supports me. I thought that what I said yesterday was a not good.
>I had decided not to say anything like that, but I couldn't resist saying it. but you know, I think it's more fun to support someone who's trying to do something positive than someone say negative things.
>As a fan-side, you're thinking like "It's a so good thing, but why are you stopping?" I wanna act with everyone in mind.
>I'm really sorry about yesterday, I showed my shame...
>There are a lot of holomems logged into ARK today, and I'd like to play with someone if I have a chance.
>I'm embarrassed to say something like that...
>btw I haven't done memonly for a while, so I'd like to zatsudan and watchalong.
