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Filian desires children and family and motherhood. Her not broken but loveless childhood has lead her to idealize wholesome romance filled traditional nuclear families so that she can make sure to give her children and husband all the love she never got or was allowed to give. It's been building up in her for her entire life but there's too much now and she has to be careful because as soon as she devotes herself to someone the amount of affection she'll pile on may start to drive them away and she's more scared of this scenario than actual death. Her intense desire to right the wrongs of her upbringing now conflict with the process to get there. The most tragic heroine in Vtubing.
