>>94913810Whenever I watch Suisei or listen to one of her songs, I can't help but feel this Gordion knot of envy and longing and wistfulness that's too hard for me to untangle. She reminds me too much of a woman I loved who, though she loved me back, concluded that she was going to go nowhere with me.
The possibility that love is not enough is very real, Anons. I hope you guys don't go through the same thing I did. It can fuck you up really bad.
