>>7726304Hmm it's not like I gave up because I didn't think I could find one. I just corrupted myself too heavily early on.
And then I witnessed friends and my older brother deal with their 3Ds and it only reinforced my decision. Of my friend group, I am the only one that has never been on anti-depressants.
I found a waifu when I was 14 and I still love her so fucking much even after all these years. I know I am fucked in the head, but I can't help feel I am almost certainly much, much happier for it.
It might still be nice to find a friend like Okayu to play games with though. My friends tend to get too serious about shit so I have long since stopped playing, or even really interacting with them anymore.
God, just imagine playing games with Okayu. Maybe I'll find someone like that when I can dekinai well enough to start playing online games with nips, latency be damned.
