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After having been away for most of today, celebrating Christmas with a family get-together, it seems I've come back with news that NijiEN livers can now choose whether or not to continue uploading weekly schedules. What Ike said earlier on his stream, about streaming less if he wants to create more music, and the fact that he was never really good at putting schedules out in a timely manner, it makes me worried...
I'm worried, if he does go through with focusing on music productions and projects, and decides to not upload any schedules from now on, that I'll be seeing him less and less, and have no idea when he'll be back, or when he'll stream again. His last few breaks from streaming left me feeling lonely and not knowing what to do without him... I'm afraid of those breaks becoming longer, more frequent...
He sounded so excited and optimistic about the goals he set out for himself, and he did say he'd miss us, too, so I wanna be excited and optimistic for him. I guess it's just a bit hard to think about, and it makes me a bit sad and worried, even if I only want what makes him happy.
Cherish your oshi(s) in the coming year, everybody, and take care.
