>>18189467>She also regularly rely on her fans for her support be it about games or emotionsShe used to do this a lot more in the past and that's what I think has raised her appreciation towards the fans that have sticked through, since not only has she tried her best to prevent those situations from happening, but she also seems to regret doing those things, or rather, makes jokes about how vulnerable and menhera she used to be. To which I am happy to agree; her mental fortitude is much better nowadays and it makes my life as a matsurisu much easier, not having to worry over minute things she used to lose her shit over.
Anyways, point being that I don't believe the GFE is a complete act, as Both Matsuri and matsurisu have been through so many ups and downs during her career, where Matsuri has often relied on matsurisu's support, help and feedback to make it through some of those times. She's had times when she's broken down in mengen wondering why matsurisu even follow her at all at x points in time (implying many of her shortcomings, mistakes she's made etc) and I'd be hard pressed to think they were just crocodile tears. After all, Matsuri is liked exactly for being fairly genuine in her mood and personality as a chuuba. Well, I think GFE is the wrong word here at this point, it's something else, but not just a complete act either. Then again, that's just my feelings, other people could feel a lot differently than I do.
The limbo thing is a pretty good description honestly. Balacing at the edge of going full gachi or staying within reasonable limits I guess. Though I'll be honest it didn't work for shit for me, I went gachi as fuck a long time ago already lmao
