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>I masturbate to not only my oshi but her roommate and refuse to do either for any other vtuber. This probably doesn’t sound like a big deal except that my desires are overwhelmingly romantic such that I can look at a mildly arousing image and jerk off to vanilla fantasies of holding and caressing her and kissing her gently and telling her how special and beautiful she is. I feel that I have made her into an ideal of womanhood and she’s grown increasingly beautiful to me because part of me sincerely believes I can see her soul shining through her.
