>>63207768I kinda hate how similar I am to her in regards to our mindsets about relationships and other shit, Its not fun assuming someone you've known your whole like wants something from you when they reach out, but I've never really been able to change that thought process even if logically I know its wrong. That similarity over time took her from someone I like to watch to someone I've properly fallen in love with, and it just hurts knowing I'll never be more than viewer#473. I would never trade the feeling I have for her for anything in my life, but its hard, you know?
