>>36043357Play it if you actually want to anon. But if you watch them play it enough you'll eventually understand what's happening. I've never played Apex because my computer can't handle it, only watched Astel and I can follow what he's doing and why, and I'm an EOP on top of that. It should be even easier to grasp when you understand their language.
I will say it's better to play with friends. Even Astel who's played solo for hundreds of hours says you should be playing Apex with friends.