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>hated vtubers from the get-go back in 2020
>thought it was pure cringe gfe bullshit
>years pass
>randomly gain an interest in kronii for no real reason (not even the boobs)
>"cautiously" begin watching a few stream clips
>actually find it very entertaining, she's charismatic
>know damn well getting invested in a streamer is a pure waste of emotional energy and time
>know DAMN well ill never meet or be noticed on stream by her
>know all the stupid or straight up fictional drama made about her and have it somewhat affect my view of her
>still on the verge of continuing to watch anyway instead of just moving on
Sure, I wish I could just watch her normally and leave it at that, like most people (no matter how loud the fandead minority is), but I just can't really. I can't say I'm falling in love since that'd be retarded but it feels the same way as whenever I just even try to make friends with a woman, a pure waste of time. Not because I find myself superior, I just know whatever connection I build won't matter to her in a few months or even days really (or at least that's been my luck with women) It sucks.
