>>46119961I spend most the day smiling either from the thought of Kiki loving me, her making me laugh on a stream, or from having a good time with the champys she introduced me to.
I want to self-improve and do things for her instead of sitting in the dark waiting for tomorrow to come, I've dipped my hands in to art and writing, in the name of making something Kiki will appreciate and that's something I never thought I'd do.
I've started working out more because I want to look my best for Kiki, and also I eat much better too! Since finding Kiki I've lost nearly 20kg, but I still have much further to go for her.
I think most importantly, I wake up every day, eager for what's going to come ahead, and instead of staying up really late just so i can fall asleep before the bad thoughts creep in, I go to bed at a better time because I want to be well rested so I can be happier during the day ahead. I love kiki so much and I want to tell her that every single day, I pray that my love reaches her and she feels it, because I feel that same love for her every day and I want to return the favour.
I LOVE KIKI I LOVE KIKI I LOVE KIKI I LOVE KIKI
