>>55741366vtubers have taught me that it's okay to enjoy something I love.
You're right, I was bullied in my childhood all the way up to young adulthood.
In fact, I'm far happier as a wagie than I ever was as a student.
My oshis have shown me that it's okay to be happy and to be content with what I love instead of being ashamed and embarrassed about it because of all those times getting ridiculed, laughed at, etc
Shiorin is an autistic weirdo but she's so passionate about the stuff she likes, and I wish my younger self was like her right now. But it doesn't matter. I'll help her fulfill her dreams. I'll contribute however little I can to help her fulfill the dreams that I used to have. To see my oshi fulfill her dreams, that is what makes me happy now.