>>61726378Oh yeah I have totally taken that into consideration during my 15 months of self reflection. There is a chance that plays into my Biases, i mean it effects your reward systems of course your going to want to do it again. The fact of the matter though is I am struggling and I need help. I recently learned (no body told me) that my whole extended family is on adhd and anxiety medication. They sort of thought I knew and always wondered how I karate chopped my way through lifes stuggles without it.
I also heavily identify with autistics with a pda profile that I see on youtube. But its up to a medical professional to decide if I have anything.