>>87843436>I still remember when I got my first existential crisis as an 11 year old after realizing that not only is dying inevitable but the heat death will also kill even the astronomically small chance of ever existing again. Thinking about the fact that there really will be final moments of life still freak me out so badi did that at 4 years old and then sat with the feeling until i got over it, or grew numb to it. i think it's a big part of why i'm like the way i am.