>>49067448i don't know if NTR applies to it but unironically yes. sonny is what made me realize this only recently. i genuinely think im a piece of shit for liking and for being like this but looking back i've always enjoyed seeing guys in a pathetic position being second to another male.
all of my past relationships have involved that situation one way or another, ive never cheated though i actually can't trust myself to be in a relationship because of this.
maybe i should have sent this to enna!