>>83558965Do your English reps. The word "wasn't" is used for present-tense rhetorical hypotheticals like this. e.g., "If he wasn't a drooling retard, he wouldn't be baitposting in /ggg/"... using "isn't" doesn't make sense grammatically unless you change the rest of the sentence to have a different meaning, despite the fact that you, for example, are currently a drooling retard in reality.
She wouldn't hate releasing music and wouldn't be "defeated" if she wasn't
as in, currently attached to her music or if she didn't
again, currently want to do it. It apparently affected her so much that she can't even bring herself to do karaokes so often anymore, as you yourself just admitted.