>>14641007Keep telling yourself that but within a few months you'll have someone you look forward to watching just as much as her.
Even widows move on eventually, it's not healthy to continue pining for someone long after they're gone while rejecting those who are still around out of some sense of loyalty. It doesn't mean you're betraying someone's love to find someone else when they're gone. Love itself is purely ephemeral and not something to cling to out of nostalgia.