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>falling in love with a Vtuber
Becoming emotionally invested like that, in these meaningless PNG internet personalities who are ONLY there to become my entertainment is extremely foreign to me. I only watch to be entertained and so forcing myself into being emotionally disconnected from her as a person, an individual, is the only way that I can enjoy her content to the fullest. Monopolizing her time, her energy, her everything, as if I OWN her entire existence is something that does not compute. When she's sad, I feel NO sympathy. When she's angry, it does NOT bother me. When she's happy, it NEVER resonates with me. Parasocial tendancies leading to parasocial relationships? Is something only sports fags and celebrity worshipers indulge in. That I have indulged in... After years of avoiding a connection, that one moment of cuteness caught me off guard and I found myself having fallen in love with a Vtuber. I have fallen... I have peered into the chasm that leads nowhere even though I have NEVER deluded myself into thinking that my Oshi can somehow jump out of the screen and become my significant other. And yet those thoughts which I have suppressing for years have caught up with me. I have fallen in love with a Vtuber. My cumrag. My Property
My WIFE. How should I cope?