>>73526672I had a serious GF from highschool to 20 and havent dated since (26 now)
I just feel like I'm never in a good place mentally and physically, and I dont see the point in a relarionship where i'd drag someone else down with all my ever-piling emotional problems. Thats what I did with my ex and in retrospect I feel bad for all the intense fighting we did over my insecurities.
At least with vtubers I can pretend to feel loved every now and again, especially on the lonely days.