>>76949097That I didn't member from day 1. I remember finding out about the debut and watching her content sometimes live and sometimes as a vod, but I really sat down and focused on an entire stream one night a few months after debut and I was hooked that night.
I also regret that even after taking so long to member I still took a few more months to start chatting and sending supers. I was so in love with her that I was worried about the "fan/streamer power dynamic" on the very slim chance I ever actually met her. I realized that was stupid and told myself it's better to just interact with her now while I actually have the chance. Fuck I love her so much. 