>>74677874Honestly?
I would probably be mad for a moment, and then self reflect.
There is tro options here:
a) you deserve it
b) you did not deserve it and your oshi was shit
However: Vtubers do not just dumpster their viewers lightly. Especially if you land on a blacklist. Therefore option a) is probably the winner here.
However: Remember that the intentions behind your actions are completely irrelevant. The harsh truth is that your feelings do not matter.
The only thing that matters is that your oshi "perceived" you as ban worthy.
Look at the situation not from a "did I do anything wrong?" angle, but ask yourself if you did something that would be "perceived as bad by your oshi".
And the answer will most likely be a yes.
If your answer is something along the lines of
"Hell no. I never did anything wrong. Shes just a snowflake cunt" then you deserve the ban.
Now what can you do about it?
Honestly: Nothing. You got blacklisted. Shit happened.
But it is not the end of the world. Use this as a life lesson and an opportunity to self reflect and get your life in order. Maybe that ban will end up being one of the best things that happened in your life.