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>remembered the time I dated a girl back in highschool for 2 years who dated me out of pity (a part of me knew she was deep down but I went along with it anyways because I was graduating highschool early as fuck)
>she used to ask me for lunch money every day (I never really ate at school before this was happening) so I didnt mind, she even tried to have me to steal a necklace from a gift shop which i didnt do obvious but her reasoning was that since i was diagnosed autistic and special needs no one would suspect me, and she even shoved food down my throat and commanded me to eat in front of classmates
>she gave me my first kiss but I cried and ran away because it fried my brain and made me feel impure and like I was going to die
>wound up thanking her for dating me when I saw her at my graduation ceremony
Honestly I dont complain when girls and guys treat me like shit because I deserve it and I deserve being alone. It's my fault and mine alone
