>>86730854(me)It could be something like my body wanting to isolate until I feel better
which is what i've always done when i feel bad but now that I have Immy I can't, because fomo, and also because I feel like if I choose to skip a stream or not read her tweets then it will be me severing the relationship I have with her currently
i.e. becoming less parasocial which isnt something I want. so maybe im just dealing with an internal conflict or something. Anyways, the important most thing is
>its not Immy's fault, or her problem I still love her and want to spend time with her but also at the same time I want to deactivate all of my accounts and just never interact with anything VAllure related again.
