>>7448478You're not alone. Don't feel too bad.
I had a similar moment of "Ah damn, I guess they are fun to play with, but the 'feeling' isn't what I expected?" but thankfully I didn't lose a taste for them. I learned that I am like
>>7447476. I want to play with them, suck on them, and not just for my own sake. I want to figure out how to make the particular woman feel really good in the process. Not always feasible, some women just aren't sensitive there, but it's a fun challenge.