>>105384233Be happy. She has the freedom to be more honest with herself and with her fans. She doesnt need as thick a facade, she can be more intimate with all. She has garnered attention and support from swathes of the fandom who hate idol fans and will tune her now direction to pander to them. This is the new mirai and you are an older fan who will surely be treasured above all others. Your relationship will only grow so long as you too grow alongside her.