>>79599786I’ve been vtubing for 2 years now. Each year I “started again” by reincarnating, and both times I haven’t been able to get over 200 followers on my new accounts. Im pretty sure my failure is a mix of things; I don’t do clip compilations and I’m not a girl, and I don’t play flavour of the month games and my designs usually aren’t the “best”, but I think the core problem I have is that I’m just boring and uninteresting. I’m not funny, or charismatic, or sexy or talented; I’m just a nobody wearing an animated mask. The followers I have I’m pretty sure just watch me because they pity me or feel bad for me.
Im still following my dreams of becoming a vtuber but deep down it hurts having it be proven that I’m not special and that all the insecurities I have are founded in fact. Knowing this is gonna likely end in failure makes me want to cry, but the idea of just quitting seems impossible for me.
